Recently, when I sat at my desk wondering what I could or should do with a precious 15-20 minutes, I looked at my writing pile and convinced myself that the well had run dry or that maybe writing wasn’t really a part of my life. But then I looked at my full daily journal and the shelf of over 12 years of journal writing, I realized that ideas and the desire are not the problem…it is fear.
Fear of the time that will be lost for getting other “necessary” things done; fear that I have left my creative ideas sit too long untouched and somehow they are stale ready to be thrown out. I have come to realize during this season of renewal and fresh-starts that I view my foodie writing as a luxury and my journal writing as a necessity. My foodie writing is like eating a piece of lava cake – something I love but haven’t let myself eat in a very long time. When I think of the warm smooth taste of the chocolate, the dark brown color of the cake, the semi-sweet smell these two ingredients mixed together, and how when I eat a piece, in that moment, all is calm as I allow myself to take a deep breath and enjoy myself. The things that need to get done will never really be done enough for me to just sit in write…that is impossible. So I will need to remember myself in the daily busyness that threatens to sap my creative energy and convince me that there is no time. I will have to make my creative time a necessity.
Now that the advertisements are all crammed with exercise equipment and work-out clothes, it might not be a good time to eat lava-cake and feel good about this luxury. But I could allow myself to write all my foodie moments, share those yummy recipes, and not gain weight in the process! So my new year’s foodie resolutions are: at least one posting per week on my blogs; give myself permission to read my pile of unopened cookbooks and foodie novels; and to eat a piece of lava-cake at the end of March if I have kept my goals.
My God-Daughter makes this wonderful Chocolate Sauce once in a while and I have been lucky to have a piece of chocolate cake around when she does. This is a “short-cut” to a real lava-cake, but tastes wonderful.
Tianna’s Chocolate Sauce
1 Large Chocolate Bar of Your Choice (16 oz)
1 Stick of Margarine
8 oz of Heavy Cream
Melt the butter in a sauce pan and add the chocolate in pieces mixing constantly. After a half of the chocolate is mixed, add the ½ of the heavy cream. Add more chocolate and cream to desired consistency. Keep warm in a small crock pot and pour over cake or dip fruit pieces.
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